One of my classes is over - the grueling one. The other continues into January but with only that one to concentrate on, I think I will have more time for other things such as spending extra time with my family for the holidays, interests and blogging. Family stuff will predominate a couple of weeks into December. My mother is currently in the states with my brother and his family and will join us at our home mid-December and through Christmas. Challenges abound but nothing I can't handle if I make it a priority. I wish I could have been that rational about it last week. Everything caught up with me after weeks of being sick and overwhelmed.
Last week was quite a ride, as things escalate into the holidays at my dysfunctional place of employment. I wrote a post about it but the snark level left a bitter taste in my mouth and I decided not to press the publish button. Too bad my soul can't handle snark. It's always my best writing! ;-)
Whenever I have a moment, I sit down at the ancient laptop and look further into artists from the file labeled look into. I have amassed so many images that the external hard-drive is already full and I'm looking into what to do for extra space. One of my main art preoccupations right now is learning about women artists and their lives. But when I do searches, I invariably find a whole bunch of other interesting art tidbits and I feel like a kid in a candy shop!
My knowledge of artists and art history is growing by leaps and bounds. It's been a long time since I felt this stimulated by any one interest and it makes me feel great.
With so many gorgeous and interesting images in my files, I felt I needed an online space to keep track of my favorites; a place I can revisit to find how I've categorized each image. I created a daily art diary called Give Us This Day (Our Daily Painting). This blog's header has something in common with The Pagan Sphinx header in that both display images of oil paintings hung in the same museum: The Sterling and Francine Clark Art Institute in Williamstown, Massachusetts. Nymphs and Satyrs by William Bougeareau and Young Christian Girl by Paul Gaugin. Two very different styles by two very different painters but both with personal meaning for me, since I've seen them both so many times, up-close and personal, and always surrounded by people I love. Well. Except once when I was dating after my separation from my ex- husband - ironically that was my worse date, ever. :-D I will spare you. Suffice it to say that the man intensely disliked and openly criticized every piece of art his gaze fell upon. It was not clear whether he fancied himself an educated critic or if he just didn't like art. Any way ya look at it - Mr. Wrong. Besides, I don't like pony-bead necklaces on men! :-D Listen, I really did spare you the details, okay? ;-)
If you click on the Paul Gaugin image, it will take you to my daily art diary. I don't have time to write any personal thoughts on the paintings or vignettes to accompany each, but there are some really beautiful paintings posted there already, with basic information such as one would get on a visit to a real museum. You don't have to comment, though you can. But Blogger does this thing to me that really buggers up my blogging: I am frequently unable to leave comments with my google ID. In the case of Give Us, I am unable to leave comments on my own blog. So. My friend Linda of Vulture Peak Muse has left some lovely comments and it makes me happy that she enjoys visiting. 83% Happy. That's one of my post tags. I should tell you the entire meaning behind that in a post one day, though I think a couple of people have caught on to that already! Sorry about my esoteric qualities. I'm basically a shy, private person and I am continuously frustrated by my inability to write a personal story well. I can to satisfy myself. I guess that will have to do! :-)
I took a path there. And I am now about to return to an earlier thread in this post. Classes. I'm having a time of it getting used to being an older student. What seems to be bugging me the most is the way that three out of three instructors I've had thus far fail to understand at times that they are teaching adults. My classes primarily consit of post-bachloriate students or masters level students seeking alternate teaching licenses. My first instructor looked at me with a sad face once and said in almost a whisper: "you're giving me a headache". Okay, lady. The other one verbally chewed the head off of a student who was feeling a tad frustrated - with him and for good reason. I may just finish off my current course and use the ones I've completed as padding for my resume and to indicate that I've upgraded my teaching skills. And. Call It a Day. This idea calms me. Sigh. Since I discovered the benefits of staying calm and peaceful, I tend to eschew all the rattle. Except, of course as it applies to Shake Rattle and Roll. I still love my rock music and at times, I like it really loud. And beautifully written and interpreted folk songs. These are among the things that keep me going.
The state of the world? I'm tuning out. A loud rattle. It makes my head hurt. I have no emotional or mental space for it at the time being. My neighbors in Maine voted against marriage equality. I'll just drive through on my way to Nova Scotia, thank you. A gourmet picnic lunch or two is being planned already for next summer, so we don't have to spend money in Maine. See, I still care. It's just that I have to be selective. ;-)
My daughter (SG1) and daughter-in-law (The Beloved) on their wedding day, outside of San Francisco City Hall. They celebrated their one year anniversary on October 28, 2009.
Look soon for an Artist of the Week post on the work of French artist and painter's model, Suzanne Valadon.
Suzanne Valadon
Another gem of an artist I've discovered is Canadian Emily Carr. As always click on images to enjoy extra voluptuousness.
It's a photo I took of a painting at the museum of British Art at Yale University. I think the artist is Stubbs - sounds like a proper English name to me!
And because I don't post my photographs on The Pagan Sphinx nearly enough, here is one I took earlier this Fall on a day trip to Vermont.
See you 'round the blogosphere.
Love,
Pagan Sphinx
And because I don't post my photographs on The Pagan Sphinx nearly enough, here is one I took earlier this Fall on a day trip to Vermont.
See you 'round the blogosphere.
Love,
Pagan Sphinx
Your daughter and beloved are as beautiful as the pictures you show us.
ReplyDeleteAloha, Friend!
Comfort Spiral
... such as spending extra time with my family for the holidays, interests and blogging.
ReplyDeleteIt worries me greatly that, after all the time we have known each other, your priorities are still so... well, WRONG.
The above should read: "blogging, hanky panky, chocolate."
Extra time with the family?!!!
Whatever next?
Looking forward to regularly checking your new blog. Take it easy!
ReplyDeleteAnd isn't it great, hearing from Singing Bear again.
ReplyDeleteYou and I do not always share our tastes in art. Sometimes yes, sometimes no.
But I absolutely love your photography. That last picture is a gem.
My friend MadPriest: firstly, you're the only priest I trust and so if you've known me for so long, why are you dispensing such trash advice - you're gonna send me back to rehab with your wicked ways! Sex and drugs and rock-roll AND chocolate??? You really are mad! Ha!
ReplyDeleteIt's a good thing you redeem yourself occasionally by playing the music of Townes Van Zant and other good stuff. :-) Thanks.
Singing Bear - yes, good indeed to see you. Your blog spaces are full of such choice music and good words that I always want to respond to but I blogger won't let me. I can't find an email address for you anywhere, which is, I suppose, wise, so I hope you are reading this response from me. :-)
But you know...hanky-panky AND chocolate all in the same night may just put WP over the top. Into what, I'm not sure! :-D
Aloha, Friend Cloudia! Thank you! They are happy people and they're fighters. I believe that to be a very good thing. :-)
Bobbie: Oh, thank you for the nice compliment on the photograph. I like that one. I love the digital camera - so much more universally engaging than the old film cameras.
I've been enjoying your pictures as well. The shadows shots are always really fun, from your point of view.
If you live in America, I hope you like turkey! It happens I do, actually. :-)
Talk to you later,
Pagan Sphinx
Oh. Well all I can say it is usually family and friends that necessitate my occasional visits to the funny farm. Chocolate just gave me diabetes.
ReplyDeleteJonathan. I didn't know you had diabetes? But too bad, chocolate is very good, in its proper place. Or improper place. Whichever is one's wont.
ReplyDeleteEnglish really is a spectacular language. Once it catches, it really works!
I'm very glad you've returned. That last photograph is very pretty and reminiscent of the entrance to a cottage I dreamed.
ReplyDeleteWoo hoo! Bring on the Valodon!
ReplyDeleteI just tried to comment on your Daily blog, but that comment config doesn't let most Firefox users comment. I write, I "post" and nothing. It tosses my words to the cyberwinds and returns the screen with blank commenting box and taunts me with "0 comments"...
I am so glad you are getting some relief from the classes. And can focus more on other things for a bit. And the search for artist's images... That's never ending. Falling in love over and over and over again...
Susan: I'm so glad to run into you more in the blogosphere these days! The dream sounds like a good one. I wonder if there something, a potion, that causes good dreams. That I spend a lot of time around children, is probably apparent, yeah? :-)
ReplyDeleteThat is actually a side-entrance door of a barn. A very pretty place. I received a comment on other photos of it took, from a person who lives a bit down the road from this barn. Isn't that great? :-)
Steve: You've returned for a bit, as well! Excellent. I am smitten with Suzanne as well.
Regarding the comment problem. That is exactly what happens to me and even on one of my own blogs, as I said somewhere here. You can always email me a comment, though I know that's not as easy as hitting the comment button. I wish I knew what to do about it, but I've tried a few things that have turned out not to work. And of course have been too busy to give it much further attention.
Or please feel free to comment here to comment, too. Great to get a comment from you.
I love the photo of your daughter and her love. They look so beautiful. I wonder if one day I will attend my nephew's civil partnership.. but then he has to find Mr Right first
ReplyDeletebtw the zebra painiting is likely to be by George Stubbs. He was renowned as a painter of horses so a zebra is likely to be his work